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Tribulation--Part 3

My new year's resolution is overshadowed by this afternoon's displeasing encounter. Discovering my three subscribed channels were not available I tried to phone Shaw Cable tech support(604-629-4000), the auto-greeting indicated there was a 20-31 minutes waiting period, unfortunately after 65 minutes redundant programmed response no one showed up. The nature of things seems like malfeasance by negligence. I'm forced to wear tightened shoe again. As you know during the cold war period, communist Gestapo always gave political dissidents hard time.

The frustration instigates my glimpse of some memo of last century, distressful as it can be, I have to pumps out some grievance that some self-proclaimed so-called Fa Lun-gong practitioners who were in fact vest-interest recipients during Mao's period lost status-quo at the time of Deng but in a moment of mishap and lamentation of history and civilization CCP utilized them again to find fault with me--they participated some concerted action dubbed as"even dead body can be used" as in Casino Royal, later on they lost the value of utilization again and defected to Fa Lun-gong. What is more heartbreaking, the 2008 incident of destroying my raised fund is full of "defamation and the opposite is the truth". We need Truthfulness(honest and integrity), Benevolence(bona fide), Forbearance(don't be too eager for graft).

By the way I found a video from www.aboluowang.com/news/2011/1217/-140567.html, a provincial minister level monk-in-chief was playing 3p game at the rear garden of Forbidden City in Beijing, I'm really agape with the scene. I feel more depressed because I don't possess such Gong-fu to have me rejuvenated. I'm afraid I will suffer from xenophobia. Should I read Buddhist's "The Scripture of Heavenly Response"?

Facing such reality described here and in my last blog, President Ma might ponder over it. I wish positive response will facilitate reconciliation considering his tremendous influence.
The former president of Soviet Union Mr.Gorbachev is opposing the continuity of authoritarian and totalitarian systems. The religion of socialism and communism is worship of big government.

I suppose I am managing a more miserable life than Mr.Lu Xun's as is written in his anthology out of such a dire reality.